ersatzach: (fuckmeeyes)
Chris and I had a midnight icecream snack... and a little dancing... and now back to bed. "Tell me what you want..." he says.

I want him. Again. Usually after he's made love to me I need to... take over again. But now I just need. Need him. So badly. "You...just to feel you again..." I rasp.

"Yeah?" He sounds a little surprised. He looks into my eyes,. "Okay..." He smiles and kisses me deeply...rolls me to my back.

"Please...Chris..."
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Chris and I are having a romantic day... and he's been taking good care of me. Making love to me, cooking dinner for me... and more to come...

"Do you like it?"

"It's fantastic..." I smile. "Exactly what I wanted."

"Well...I always aim to give you exactly what you want," he winks.

"And you always do..." I smile.
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
I asked Chris to make love to me... and it was wonderful. He knows what i need... even better than I do, some times.

"You know how to make me feel safe..."

"It starts with knowing that you really truly want...want me...and that's why I wait for you to tell me...though..." he smiles, "I have asked first..."

"You have... I like when you do..." I say.
ersatzach: (bearded)
Chris and I went out for a big breakfast and are planning on going whale watching later. "You really were hungry," he says, looking at my empty plate.

"I was... ugh I am gonna need to excersise a lot..."

"Ihappentothinkyoulookreallyhotrightnowwithyourbodyjustthewayitis."

I laugh. "You're sweet... I don't think the suits in Hollyweird agree..."
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Chris and I had a fantastic date night. I wined and dined him and he seemed to really enjoy the romance. ANd now we're home, in bed making love after dancing. It couldn't be a better night. He tells me he's glad the night isn't over because he's not even tired.

"Really? I didn't wear you out? I'm gonna have to work harder..."

"I think that sounds like a challenge..."

"Indeed..." I laugh and kiss him deeply. My tongue enters his mouth, and I thrust my hips just a little. HIs grip tightens on my arms and he lifts his hips in response. I use my strength to urge him to flip our positions and he's now on top of me. "How's the view?"
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
After a nice long nap Chris and I are showering ahead of our date tonight. He asks how much we're dressing up. "Sport coats maybe? Just a touch more casual..."

"Mmmm...you look good in the dark gray jacket..." he says and runs his hands over my chest.

"Sold. And I love the blue one on you..."
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
It's been a great day... we've reconnected and I'm feeling much better...

"I could kiss you for days..."

"Be my guest..." he murmurs and sucks lightly on my lower lip.

We kiss and kiss... for no reason other than to feel our mouths together, to whisper sweet nothings... "I love you..."

"I love you, Z..." he closes his eyes and exhales. He feels relaxed.

"You okay, love? Sleepy?"
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris and I had a nice dinner and a nice dessert... and now chocolate mousse. Which I am drowning in whipped cream just because I can.

"The mousse is fabulous... but I could literally just suck the whipped cream straight from the can..." I admit sheepishly.

"I would love to see that sometime...when we are not in bed where it will make a mess," he laughs.

"I'll be happy to demonstrate in a more appropriate venue..."

"I really love you, do you know that?"

"I had an inkling..."
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris made me an amazing roast chicken dinner. And there's dessert but we're going to save that for later.

"Later..." Chris rasps and reaches out to me...touches my face...my lips. "How are you feeling?"

"I feel good... I feel... like I need your touch," I rasp
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris wants to make love to me later...and it's what I want to... what I need.

"I promise I'll be careful...and I'll take care of you...and I'll make you feel so fucking good..."

"I believe you," I smile softly.

"Good...because I'll always take care of you."

"You always have..." I rasp.
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
I've been under the weather for a couple days and for the first time I wake up and feel almost human. I can breathe pretty good and feel a lot better. I stretch out and the bed is empty. I frown and sit up just in time to see Chris come back. "Hey..."
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris is worried about my fever and if it doesn't come down soon its off to the doctor for me. Right now we're curled up, watching To Have and Have Not. Classic Bogie and Bacall.

"If I doze off I'm sorry..."

"I'm not worried about that..." he assures me. "You need your rest."

I comment for a little bit about the movie, the acting, my crush on Bogie and then I drift off snuggled up with Chris.
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ersatzach: (sideways)
Chris made me lunch... tomato soup and grilled cheese sandwhiches. And now we're cuddling. I am feeling a tiny bit better but still like shit... and despite me pressing him for a little sexual healing... I am not 100% sure I could actually muster the strength...

He snuggles up with me. "Cuddle time...no sexytime."

"Cuddle time..." I agree, closing my eyes.

"Sleep, sweetheart," I whisper. "You need your rest.

"You nap too, ok?" I murmur.
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris is reading to me on the second day of my cold/flu whatever. His voice is relaxing...and I've closed my eyes. "Did I put you to sleep?" he asks softly.

I smile. "Not at all.... your voice is very relaxing but your performance is also captivating... I'm on the edge of my seat," I murmur.

"You're lying down..." I tease him gently.

"Details details..."I say.

He laughs softly and presses a kiss to my forehead. I shiver under the blankets. "Next chapter?"

"Yes please..."
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
I'm feeling under the weather and Chris is taking care of me. He made me his grandma's chicken soup and now we're having a hot bath. He runs a very hot bath, adds the bath oil and it fills the room with fragrant steam. "This will help open up your airways..."

He gets in first and I settle in with my back against his chest."Mmmmm..."

"Just relax and breathe deeply..." He presses a kiss to my temple. "Just relax."

Ordinarily I wouldn't be so much as relaxed but aroused but right now I am feeling just sick enough that I do relax... I find comfort in the scent of the water and his body. "Mmmm..."
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris and I are having lunch and I just agreed to watch one of his all time favorite movies, The Princess Bride.

"Sweet. You really do love me."

"To the end of time," I say.

He leans in and kisses my mouth. "To the end of time."

I smile against his lips. "Can we have popcorn?"
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I'm back home after a meeting about my upcoming movie. I brought Chris some flowers and coffee and he seems happy.

"The script is really good. I think you are going to put together a really great film," he smiles. "I'm proud of you."

"Thank you... it should be interesting... "

"Now...what can I do to make you happy? What do you want for lunch?"

"You an cuddle with me for awhile longer and then... yes lunch would be nice," I smile
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris and I have had a rough time lately but yesterday I think we started coming out of the clouds... I wake up pressed against him, his arms still around me. There's no better way to wake up. "Mmmmm...."
ersatzach: (bearded)
We're having the Pine's over for dinner. ANd I got to have a good chat with his mom about my own feelings. I'm worried for Chris and it's making me feel sad... that I can't make it better. At least Chris and I had a good day and I think he's starting to feel better...

His mom and I come through the sliding door open with our arms linked, carrying glasses of red wine. "Did you two have a good talk?" Chris says, seeing us.

I smile, go right to him, kiss his cheek. "We did." I say and step aside so he can hug his mom.
ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
Chris and I feel sideways into a bit of roleplaying... two very shy teenagers trying to... get it on for the first time. It's very sweet, actually. I've suggested we get into bed...

"Are you sure?" I ask. "Cause we don't have to... we can just kiss... its ok..."

"I want to...I really want to..." I say. "I'm nervous...though..."

"We can just kiss up there... until you feel comfortable. And if you don't we can just cuddle..." I smile. "Do you trust me enough to... trust me?" I say, dumbly.

"I do trust you," he assures me. "And I think I really want to...you know...I just have to...you know..."

"I know... come on... it'll be way more comfy up there," I say getting up, offering my hand.

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