ersatzach: (bedroom eyes)
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Chris and I feel sideways into a bit of roleplaying... two very shy teenagers trying to... get it on for the first time. It's very sweet, actually. I've suggested we get into bed...

"Are you sure?" I ask. "Cause we don't have to... we can just kiss... its ok..."

"I want to...I really want to..." I say. "I'm nervous...though..."

"We can just kiss up there... until you feel comfortable. And if you don't we can just cuddle..." I smile. "Do you trust me enough to... trust me?" I say, dumbly.

"I do trust you," he assures me. "And I think I really want to...you know...I just have to...you know..."

"I know... come on... it'll be way more comfy up there," I say getting up, offering my hand.

Date: 2016-10-09 02:43 am (UTC)
chris_w_pine: (bedroom eyes)
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I accept his hand and he helps me to my feet. He leads me upstairs. Once we are in the bedroom he turns and looks into my eyes. "I do trust you," I say softly. "I really do."

Date: 2016-10-09 02:53 am (UTC)
chris_w_pine: (bedroom eyes)
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"I know..." I look into his eyes...I look into my husband's eyes. He smiles...and takes my other hand, pulls me with him to the bed.

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Date: 2016-10-11 02:31 am (UTC)
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"Yeah," I nod. He carefully helps me out of my shirt and I help him pull his over his head. I smile and reach out a tentative hand...touch the hair on his chest.

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Date: 2016-10-12 12:36 am (UTC)
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His fingers explore the scars on my back. I hate them...I always have...and when we first started I worried that he would find them...and me...ugly. I tensed when he touched them...and I know I should do that now..as part of the game...but as his fingers move over my skin, I feel all of my tension from the past few days...all of the fear and anxiety...drain away. "Oh, Zach..."

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Date: 2016-10-12 02:25 am (UTC)
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"You don't have to wait..." I whisper.

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Date: 2016-10-12 02:57 am (UTC)
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I moan softly and close my eyes as he stretches me carefully. "I need you, Z...I need my husband..."

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Date: 2016-10-14 02:50 am (UTC)
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I cling to him...and come with a shudder...with a deep moan...with tears spilling over my lashes. "Zach!"

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Date: 2016-10-15 02:34 am (UTC)
chris_w_pine: (bedroom eyes)
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"The first time you touched them...I felt like I was...like my soul was raw and laid bare...and I was so scared...that you would be repulsed by them...by me..."

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Date: 2016-10-15 02:55 am (UTC)
chris_w_pine: (bedroom eyes)
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"For the first time since I saw that letter...I really do know that."
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Date: 2016-10-17 01:58 am (UTC)
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"Okay..." I say softly as he kisses my face. "We'll have dinner with my parents...and have a good night..."

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Date: 2016-10-17 02:56 am (UTC)
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"I'm not either," I admit softly. "Hold me tight..."

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