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[ersatzach]

I asked Chris to make love to me... and it was wonderful. He knows what i need... even better than I do, some times.

"You know how to make me feel safe..."

"It starts with knowing that you really truly want...want me...and that's why I wait for you to tell me...though..." he smiles, "I have asked first..."

"You have... I like when you do..." I say.

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[chris_w_pine]

"I still worry sometimes that it'll upset you," I admit. "I won't ever push the issue and if you say know I won't be angry."

[ersatzach]

"I know..." I kiss his mouth. "I love you..."

[chris_w_pine]

"I love you...I'm in love with you..." I whisper.

[ersatzach]

I feel tears prick at my eyes. "How did I ever deserve that?" I wonder out loud

[ersatzach]

"Thank you.. I'm so in love with you I feel like I might burst sometimes..." I breathe and kiss his lips.

[chris_w_pine]

We kiss softly for a long while. "Do you need anything? Want anything?" I ask finally.

[ersatzach]

"No... I just want to have your arms around me..." I say. "That's what I need..."

[ersatzach]

"Mmmm.... Can I have one of yours too?"I murmur.

[chris_w_pine]

"I'll wear that Berkeley shirt you like to bed for a few days and you can take it with you," I smile.

[ersatzach]

"Thanks..." I say. "DO you want my Mr. Bubbles shirt?" I tease.

[ersatzach]

"Is that a no?" I say and kiss him again.

[chris_w_pine]

"Ohmygodnomrbubbleshirt."

[ersatzach]

"All right fine...you can choose. But I think you're missing out."

[ersatzach]

"I still have the kool ade one..." I wink.

[chris_w_pine]

"How about one of your old college shirts?" I ask and nibble on his lower lip.

[ersatzach]

"Yeah, that'll work..." I breathe, moaning a little.

[ersatzach]

A soft gasp escapes my lips. "Wow..."

[chris_w_pine]

"Wow?" I ask softly. "Is that good?"

[ersatzach]

"Very..." I say. "So good..."

[ersatzach]

"Very very good..." I rasp. "Can't you tell?"

[chris_w_pine]

"Yeahyoudidsoundprettyhappy..." I smile.

[ersatzach]

"I feel amazing... what about you?"

[ersatzach]

"Square deal," I say.

[chris_w_pine]

I brush his hair away from his forehead. "When you're ready."

[ersatzach]

"That might be... never," I say. "I'm ok now... as long as you don't go too far..."