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"Well...I mean, you're right...Sam was systematically taking you apart. It was mind control with Sam, not just physical dominance. Jeff and I...we were...we are...equals...in every other aspect of our lives...except sex. In bed...he's the alpha dog, at least in his mind...and he's going to mount you and rut and be done with you...which is a terrible way to put it, I know but...it's the truth. Which is why I fought him...I didn't see why I had to be the bitch all the time. I guess because I was the one who wanted the relationship...love and all of the other things he viewed as pointless. It took a long time for Jeff and I to repair our friendship...but he actually felt bad about what he did...when he was sober enough to realize what happened."